TRUE BLUE smurfmouse, otherwise known as YUE. Has a thing for the blue nose friends :)
8th DEC is the day. Was from NTU CBC & an ITS lab rat. DBSK.BIG BANG.2NE1.SUJU.SNSD.2PM.RUNNING MAN are hearts.
ran thru some stuff & came across some mails written by the YA & SL.. they triggered memories.. memories of the guiding times moments where i felt proud of myself..
took a walk down memory lane: see myself in those scernarios
learning a hell lot from huazheng- his leadership,capabilities.. the combined camp at camp christine
the betrayal the support from my ACL & the YAs.. and the ppl who cared..
the strong & brave young lady standing in front of the coy.. the many moments when the pressure seems so suffocating that i want to give up but i knew perfectly well that i cant & i wont, and giving up is not on the cards.. And i knew that Haz Mdm & the rest of the YAs will not regret their initial decision to entrust the coy into my hands the umpteen times when i was protective of the coy, the girls..
the last camp that me & the committee organised.. the trial walk to the sembawang beach with weibin the talks that the CLers had- weibin, yilin, me..
the last gg camp that i went.. the morning walk with weibin,wanting.. the BK talk with aijuan, beitian, weibin,wanting.. the call from huazheng..
its the responsibilities that made me so strong then that moulded the character in me.. the confidence... thx to Hazlina,aijuan,weibin,wanting,yilin,huazheng,max,paul & those who taught me so so much thx to my seniors who made the decision to allow me to lead the coy
" WE WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE OUR GOALS. NO MATTER WHAT OBSTACLES THAT COME INTO OUR WAY. FOR OUR ULTIMATE AIM IS TO SERVE OUR COY WITH PRIDE & HONOUR. LET THE GUIDING SPIRIT FLOURISH LIKE GLITTER. " - AI GIRL GUIDES (til 2004)
i thought that i was weak, manifested by the lack of confidence missed the strong, brave young lady standing in front of the coy BUT i know, one day, she'll be back..
