TRUE BLUE smurfmouse, otherwise known as YUE. Has a thing for the blue nose friends :)
8th DEC is the day. Was from NTU CBC & an ITS lab rat. DBSK.BIG BANG.2NE1.SUJU.SNSD.2PM.RUNNING MAN are hearts.
4th dec, started out nice. met up with emi after like 3/4 years. and then delphine.
things start turning bad. realised that most ppl and all of my friends will be registering their subjects in the morning and i can only do so in the afternoon. probably because i am stupid enough to be not exempted from any modules, and i'm still in study year 2 while others are in 3. the society is just so practical. people who are more stupid, get to pick up the shit after the smart people. i just dont understand, we are all in the same course, same academic year, but i have to reg later? wont be able to have the same timetable as them. and i dont know why i even bother planning when all i have to do is to pick up the shit, cos i have no choice. i have to wake up for lesson starting at 0830. and have few hours break, for what??? cos i didnt clear enough AU to be given more priority to reg early.
it was just in the afternoon that i was talking to emi about how well i am & how i got over certain things, but it was just a matter of a few hours, i felt those words coming back at me. what a joke.
oh well, I am a joke. so who will take a joker seriously? no wonder i dont understand people and people dont understand me. i feel silly crying. i'm just a nuisane.
i'm going phuket tml, but i dont feel happy at all.
