TRUE BLUE smurfmouse, otherwise known as YUE. Has a thing for the blue nose friends :)
8th DEC is the day. Was from NTU CBC & an ITS lab rat. DBSK.BIG BANG.2NE1.SUJU.SNSD.2PM.RUNNING MAN are hearts.
i had this tugging feeling whenever i read the notes that she wrote. how i hoped that i could be there for her like how we used to be, but i guess i couldnt do it. and the feeling sux. cos i dont know what i can do.
there was one time many years ago, she came to look for me in the evening at my parents place, cos she was upset. she told me what happened, she told me how she felt. i forgot what i did then, but i rem that i was there for her, and i think she left my place, a happier girl.
i rem how we first met in school. i rem how we became best friends. i missed the times where she and her mum will bring me out to places, to SRC, for nice food... she's younger than me, but she has a much stronger character than me. when we went over to england, she was the one looking out for me. she was the one who brought me around cos i was so bad with directions.
she and her mum brought me to watch my first musical over at esplanade on my birthday, and brought me to the novena buffet for dinner. i had a really good birthday celebration that year.
the transition from sec 2 to sec 3 was tough. the infamous '4 girls' at the door of AISS 2E2 were going to different classes. i felt lonely in 3E1, and would go up one level to look for her, every morning before school, during recess, and after school.
we were mentors in the same group that year for the sec 1 orientation camp too. we had "supernatural" encounters during that camp. and we were so freaked out one night after the encounter that we left the female sec 1 girls sleeping in the classroom, and ran to the first aid room.
and those were the times.
i have missed out the parts of her life after that. until early dec last year when we went for lunch together. i just want to say, " i love you a lot my friend, and i hope that you will be strong, and stay strong. "
