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Self denial everyday...
Monday, July 25, 2011

I don't know when I will wake up, when I will stand up again.
Or when I can stop deceiving myself and accept the truth.
Parents argued because of me, and it's daddy who got blamed because of me again..
And this time round, I can't go crying to him.
When mummy said they could give one seat ticket to him for my convocation, i could feel tears welling up.
But I could only smile and answer casually.
For 4 years and 4 months plus I always had him by my side that it felt so weird w/o him by my side, w/o his advices, w/o his love.
I wish I could tell him that I love him again, but I know I no longer have the right to.
And it really hurts me, it really does hurts.
But it is all too late.
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